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today jon gets his tonsils out and i am scared for him.. i mean i woke up called jon and just wanted to wish him luck for his surgery.. even though my good luck wont make a difference.. i wish i could be next to him during everything because i know he is going to feel very uncomfortable.. im in school and i wish so bad that i can be there and i feel like crying.. im really upset and i cant concentrate on my work.. they are studing for finals and i just cant do it.. i wish jon wasnt so0 worried about it.. the after effect is worse.. well his surgery is probably over now because he went in at like 7, so i shouldnt be worrying as much as i am but i care a lot and i wish i wasnt in school.. i'll be at his house after school to take care of him...i hope he feels better.. i love u baby.. <3
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[25 May 2005|02:48pm] |
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well today is me n jons 5 months.. im the happiest girl in the w0rld <3 im loved ahhh u guys who have nobody are mad.. haha yeh right tiff?! haha.. anyways besides the fact that it is my 5 months, i need to write an essay about myself for college and i wanted to know what some of you people thought about me because i really cant think of any positives haha.. im so0 funny.. well anyways i have to go! bye<3 i love u j0n!! happy 5 months
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[13 May 2005|06:27pm] |
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today is my sister jennies birthday.. omg shes 20.. my older sister, i love ya! hope to have fun tonight and happy birthday.. love ya..<3
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[26 Apr 2005|08:57am] |
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well my school is really fucking gay and they blocked myspace from the students access.. how fucking ridiculous..! im so0 mad.. anyway me and jons 4 month anniversary was yesturday, aww im so0 happy.. i love em!
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so here i am writing in livejournal.. i havent wrote in this is like ages, anyway.. everything right now is going wrong and i cant take it anymore.. i hate working at mcdonalds, i hate my home situations and i hate school.. the only thing i dont hate are my boyfriend and friends..well tomorrow if steve is working, i am having yet another talk with him.. i am going to tell him that all the managers are soft when hes not there and dont do shyt, the managers let all the dick bitchs at work walk all over them because they think the managers are a fucking joke..they do absolutely nothing.. and the only reason why i still clean and so stock shyt is because i feel bad for the managers at night when i leave because they are stuck with people who do absolutely nothing.. tonight andrew told me that all i can do for the crew is tell them suggestions of what they should do.. and u cant tell them what to do.. they should do what i ask because its there job..and even though andrew has authority to tell them what to do, he still has to ask them repeatedly just to pick up a fucking rag, or stock toys, or clean the fucking shake machine.. and they still dont do it.. u know why..? because andrew asks like every crew member is his fucking friend and they think its okay to do whatever they want.. and even if andrew asks, he still dont get the respect he deserves..and either do i.. im gettin paid 6.45 and i've been working there for 3 years?!?!?!.. i know there have been times when i was the best worker and always gave people and attitude but there have also been times, when i've been told that im 1 out of 5 of the best workers they have.. and i still get a good job.. not a fucking raise and not a fucking thank u for busting ur ass.. i just get a slap in my face and then i feel like a fucking jerk off for doing everyones job..im really taking into consideration that i really am leaving.. its not a joke or just saying it because im upset.. but because i just cant take it anymore.. it used to be fine, nothing bother me, but now im realizing how fucked up this job is and how now all of a sudden i go the extra mile.. i even train people and im not a crew trainer.. tonight i was willing to train the new girl jessica in cash for all those people that always have to go in cash all the time and are sick of it.. but it got busy and i couldnt do it.. but anyways i didnt bitch and i didnt bitch when i had to go back into cash after break, i just sucked it up and dealt with it.. but no longer am i dealing with the bullshyt.. i am so sick and tried of overworking myself.. and im not the only one who feels this way, please just speak up about it to steve.. im the only one trying to make a difference and me alone talking to steve just isnt working because nothing is being done..if no one talks to steve, steve is going to see everything as if, everybody is fine and nothing is wrong.. anyway besides work, my home life is crazy.. when i come home there is so0 much drama, i do everything im told, clean when i have to, and i even do it when im not asked, i go to school everyday and i work everyday.. i dont even remember the last time i called out.. i do all my homework, all my projects.. im not going to lie, i talk a lot in school and get into a lot of trouble because of my mouth but i still care and i still pass my classes and i still wake up every saturday to go to my sat prep classes for 4 hours! since i was 14 i did everything on my own.. never had anyone help me with anything, not even my mother.. i went to work because my mom couldnt afford to put food on the table for us to eat.. or give me tokens to get to school, put clothes on me and even now she has bills that she cant afford because shes has more money in bills then she is making..she works two jobs..and i never see her because she is always at her boyfriends.. my father is a low life and doesnt worry about anybody but himself.. he wouldnt care if i died tomorrow..he is so0 selfish and i wish i could be like everyone else that has two parents because they take it for granted how lucky they are.. i am so sad that i dont get to experience the simple things families do.. sit at the dinner table.. i cant tell u the last time i sat at the dinner table with my mom or sister .. anyway like i was sayin, since i was 14 i havent asked anybody for anything.. i always picked myself up and started all over.. i never felt like i couldnt do anything on my own.. i never felt low because i always made myself look like i was strong.. and i never gave up.. but i do struggle.. and i get through it.. right now in my life at the age of 17.. i still am working, going to school, paying for dancing school on my own, buying my own food to eat, buying my own clothes, giving money to put to my $1000 cell phone bill, paying for dancing school which is like $200 dollars now, paying for my prom..and giving my mom money to pay for bills for the house.. also cleaning the house.. is this what a 7 year olds go through? i lost my childhood and now im loosing my teenage years.. i've been growing up too fast and im missing the things in life that i wish i could've went through.. the only thing i have left is jon.. and if i didnt have him i dunno what i would do.. right now i am so worn out and so tired and stressed and i wish my life could be better and everybody asks whats wrong.. and if this doesnt explain whats wrong then i dont know what does.. <3
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[18 Mar 2005|01:18pm] |
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so here i am, updating since i havent updated in years..lol anyway, my life has been great.. everything is just so perfect.. i mean people say nothing can be perfect but i truly believe that me n jon are perfect for eachother.. i havent been happy in a long time.. and then all of a sudden i hook up with jon when im drunk, start sleeping over his house.. and then he asked me out..its been going by so quickly.. so far its been almost 3 months and havent had a serious fite.. we make up by kissing eachother after we argue.. we cant stay mad at eachother and i love it... i love being with jon.. im just going on a rant, but there really isnt anything else to talk about because jon is the major part of my life and the only one who cares.. (and also the rat pack..<3) but if jon wasnt in my life rite now i'd probably be the immature whore everyone thought they knew me as.. and now when people finally see u differently, they accept u.. (expect for the dicks at mcdonalds..lol) its weird now because everyone has bad first impressions and then people become like my best friends because they get to know me.. its weird.. crazy world.. anyways i have to go because im in school and i have to finish my work.. <3
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[15 Mar 2005|09:12am] |
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i havent updated in forever.. i havent been on this thing in awhile.. i've been busy.. nothing really good to update about.. ttyl <3
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i have fucking school today and it sucks so bad.. i've been so tired lately and i dunno why.. i slept from like 1-6 yesturday.. jon woke me up n called and asked me if i wanted to hang out b/c he was gettin done at 8.. so i said yea.. well i went over n we really didnt do anything but i was happy b/c i missed jon and wanted to see him.. its so early and all i can think about is jon n my bed..i just want to sleep so bad and be with jon! ah i didnt do my spanish homework and i dont think im really going to pay attention in school today b/c no1 is here yet and usually we have a lot of people.. snow sucks..
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today is me n jons tw0 months.. ahhh so happy! im in love <3..
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i think i finished this survey lol.. im just posting it now caz i didnt get a chance to update..
001. Spell your name: Caitlin
002. Spell your name backwards: niltiac
003. Date of birth: nov 22 87
004. Male or female: female
005. Astrological sign: Sag
006. Nicknames: cate, cupcake, chicken, squirtle, seriously
007. Occupation: Student & McDonalds
008. Height: 5' ... I finally got there, oh baby!
009. Weight: 140 or something like that.. im a fat ass!
010. Hair color: brown
011. Eye color: blue
012. Where were you born? Philadelphia
013. Where do you reside now? south philly
014. Age: 17
015. Screen names: lilcate9st
016. E-mail: lilcate9st@aol.com
017. What does your screen name stand for: um a nickname i had years ago and when i used to hang around 9st..
018. What is your XANGA name: baby_bo0_4_y0u.. i think thats what it it
019. What does your XANGA name stand for? nothing.. lol i made it up real quick without thinking.. caz its stupid lol
020. Pets: dog
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: 18 (1 for good luck)
022. Piercings: ears, nose
023. Tattoo'S: none
024. Shoe size: 6 1/2
025. Righty or lefty? righty
026. Wearing: in school so im wearing khaki pants, white school shirt..
027. Hearing: meet the parents movie.. in tech class but i dont feel like watching it..
028. Feeling: tired..want to start tanning today
029. Eating/drinking: nothing
~Friends Stuff~
Which one of your friends is the....
030. Craziest? i dunno?.. me
031. Loudest? me
032. Nicest? jennie
033. Bitchiest? brittany (when i rush her at her locker and talk bout her parents lol)
034. Life of the party? sam and me together back in the day
035. Jock? dunno?
036. Prep? jim, josh, jon lol the rat pack def. dress prep
037. Rebel? me i never do anything im told
038. Cutest? all my friends <3
039. Best friend of the same sex? brittany
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? my boyfriend jon <3
041. Most popular? all of us..lol
042. Rudest? none
043. Most shy? i thought jennie was at first but shes not..
044. Dumbest? probably me..lol
045. Smartest? there are a lot of them sam,jennie, jon, and theresea
046. Weirdest? all of us.. we can all be fucking weridos..lol
047. Has the best hair? i think i have the prettiest hair because its long.. and haha bill said my hair never looks a mess.. i was happy! lol
048. Best personality? all..
049. Most talented? umm?
050. Most ghetto? me..lol
051. Most spolied? none of us are spoiled.. we are all poor.. besides jon he is spoiled alot..
052. Drama queen? all of us sometimes
053. Pain in the ass? lol im not sure
054. Funniest? all..
055. Best advice giver? myself.. jim said that i should be a psychologist
056. Druggie? nicole..lol
057. Most likely to join a cult? a.j.. hes not my friend but anyways..lol
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? sam <33 i missed u but we regaining the friendship back
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? not sure.. i probably all the people that live around me.. even though we dont talk all the time, they are still my friends
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? i dunno im never online to know..lol
~Girls/Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? yes
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? i tell my boyfriend jon <3 my family and my friends..
063. How many people have you been in love with? 1.. it would've been 2 but i realized u cant love someone that doesnt love u back..
064. How many people have you kissed? enough..lol
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? nah..
066. How many people have you dated? um if that means went on a date.. an okay amount.. but if that means how many people i went out with probably alot but they never lasted longer than a week..lol
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? smile, teeth, personality, eyes
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? teeth.. i hate people with messed up teeth..
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? i dont go for anyone.. im in love with my wonderful b/f jon <3 hes perfect for me
070. Do you have a bf/gf? yeppers
071. If so where did you meet them? work..
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? everything.. he completes me.. 073. Do you have a crush right now? its love
074. If so who is it? jonathan watters
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes..
076. Do you remember your first love? Yup
077. Who is the first person you kissed? i dont remember lol i was probably like 4.. lol
078. Do you believe in fate? yes..
079. Do you believe in soul mates? yea...
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? yes, i already found him.. <3
~Sex Stuff~
081. Are you a virgin? nah
082. If not when/at what age did you lose your virginity? haha funny..
083. Who did you lose it to? ...
084. Do you masturbate? yea sometimes
085. Have you ever had an orgasm? yes..
086. Ever used food during sex? no
087. Would you ever videotape a sex session? nah
088. Favorite sexual position? i just love sex.. doesnt matter wat position
089. Number of sex partners you've had? ..
090. Ever sleep with someone you don't know? no
091. Name a sexual fantasy you have actually acted out: none
092. Do you talk dirty during or before sex? nah..
093. Do you like to be spanked? lol i love when jon hits me with the brush..lol j/k
094. Are you a tease? yea i think so
095. Are you kinky? yea
096. Do you like bondage? lol.. haha
097. Do you use handcuffs? nah i would like it though
098. Ever have sex with your best friend? yea my b/f <3
099. Ever have unprotected sex? yea..
100. Ever had an STD? never..
101. If you could have sex with any celebrity, who would it be? Angelina Jolie
102. Are you pregnant right now or think you may be pregnant? nope
103. Have you ever had an abortion?
~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have? 1 sister 1 brother
105. What are your parents names? my mother lori and my father sperm donor aka tom
106. What are your siblings names? kirsten and tommy
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 5
108. How many siblings does your father have? 3 but 1 died of rape..</3
109. Where are your parents from? Philly
110. Is your family close? yes
111. Does your family get together for holidays? yes..
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? nah..
113. Any medical problems run through your family? breast cancer..
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? no
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? no
116. Are your parents divorced? yes
117. Do you have step parents? no
118. Has your family ever disowned any one: no
119. How come?
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? yes
~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? since you been gone.. lol.. me and sams song for "that certain somebody" (stole ur answer sam lol)
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? umm .. nsync or bsb
123. What's the best cd you own? gwen stefani.. this shit is bananas b a n a n a s lol haha britt
124. What song do you absolutely hate? i dunno
125. Do you sing in the shower? yea
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? a lot actually
~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A song!~
127. Pink: Family Portrait
128. Aerosmith: dont want to miss a thing
129. Madonna: like a virgin
130. Korn: got the life
131. Backstreet Boys: As Long As You Love Me
132. The Beatles: cant buy me love
133. Sublime: Love is ... is what i got
134. J.Lo: get right
135. *Nsync: God must have spent a little more time on u
136. Limp Bizkit: nookie
137. Britney Spears: Sumtimes
138. Creed: My own prison
139. Enrique Iglesias: Cant escape my love
140. Selena: dreaming of you tonight .. till tomorrow
141. Christina Aguilera: beautiful
142. Rockell: Never heard of them
143. Ninasky: move your body
144. Spice Girls: wannabe
145. Kelly Osbourne: Papa dont preach
146. Mandy Moore: Candy
147. Celine Dion: It's all coming back to me
148. Aaliyah: Try Again
149. Nelly: Dilemma
150. Alicia Keys: diary
152. Usher: Caught up
~Favorites~
152. Color: Black
153. Food: chicken
154. Song: i dunno..
155. Show: strange love, real world
156. School subject: english
157. Band/singer: Band: i dunno
158. Animal: monkey
159. Outfit: i love my clothes
160. Radio station: b 101
161. Movie: dunno?
162. Pair of shoes: my blk n hot pink sneakers
163. Cartoon: i dont watch cartoons
164. Actor: ben afflect
165. Actress: angelina jolie
166. Potato chip: dunno?
167. Drink: Diet Coke
168. Alcholic drink: anything that makes me drunk
169. Holiday: new years
170. perfume: lucky you
171. Pizza topping: cheese
172. Jello flavor: strawberry
173. Lunch meat: none
174. Board game: life
175. Video game: nothing
176. Website: dunno?
177. Book: go ask alice
178. Computer game: ??
179. Number: 17
180. Cereal: applejacks
181. Comedian: dunno?
182. Dessert: cheese cake
183. Disney character: pooh
184. Clothing store: charlotte russe..
185. Pasttime: dunno?
186. Teacher: im not sure
187. Childhood toy: dunno.. barbies
188. Carnival game/ride: ride
189. Candy bar: none
190. Magazine: teen prom
191. Salad Dressing: Italian
192. Thing to do on the weekend: be with jon and go to the bar..lol
193. Hot drink: tea
194. Season: summer
195. Sport to watch: football
196. favortie person to talk to online: mr arrison
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? white with flowers on them..lol
198. What color are your bedroom walls? white..
199. Do you have posters on your wall? no i took them all down
200. If so of what?
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? no
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 7..
203. What do you normally sleep in? my underwear
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: my underwear
205. What size bed do you have? 2 twin beds..
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? a plain bed
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no.. my own fone though
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? yes
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: ...
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yea
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? like 6 when i put my two beds together.. but right now ones a couch and the other is a bed..lol
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? nah
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? no
214. Do you snore? jon says i do but i dont think i do
215. How about drool? no
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yeah a hello kitty one
217. What color is the carpet in your room? pink i think?
218. What's under your bed? memory box, shoes, books, poems, diary
~This or that~
219. Coke/Pepsi: Regular pepsi, diet coke
220. Doughnuts/Cereal: Cereal
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: West
223. Heaven/hell: heaven
224. Make love/have sex: make love
225. Coffee/tea: tea
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hamburgers
227. Rock/rap: Rock
228. Britney/Christina: Christina
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american
230. Real World/Road Rules: Both
231. Backstreet Boys/Nsync: Nsync
232. Silver/gold: silver
233. Nike/Adidas: nike
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: taco bell
235. Sweet/sour: sour
236. Punk/emo: Both
237. Hot/cold: hot
238. Winter/summer: summer
239. Spring/fall: spring
240. Operas/plays: plays
241. Read/watch tv: tv
242. Cd's/tapes: Cds
243. Dvd's/vhs: DVDs
244. Old/new: New
245. Shorts/skirts: skirts
246. Pink/red: pink
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: both
248. Fruit/Veggies: Fruit
249. Mexican food/chinese food: chinese
250. Commercials/infomercials: commercials
251. Scary movies/comedies: Scary
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: tankinis
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: FlipFlops
254. Dogs/cats: dogs
255. Unicorns/faeries: fairies
256. Water/land: Water
257. Sugar/spice: sugar
258. Black/white: white
259. ribbons/bows: Bow
260. Chicken/Beef: Chicken
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: colored
262. Cars/trucks: cars
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: austin powers
264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn
265. Hip/hop: hip
266. Passionate kiss/peck: Passionate kiss
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: real
268. Back rub/foot massage: Back rubs
269. Picture frames/photo albums: picture frames
270. Pens/pencils: Pens
~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: played out..
272. Virgins: Just Afraid
273. God: questionable
274. The Osbournes: boring
275. Reality TV: dunno
276. J.Lo: married one too many times
277. Religion: whatever.. i dont believe in false religion..
278. Emo music; good
279. Valentine's Day: it was the best <3..
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: shes hot
281. Homosexuals: whatever floats ur boat
282. Abortion: its up to the girl ..
283. Inter-racial relationships: i think that u should like the person for who they are and not their color
284. Murder: must suck to die..
285. Death: sucks
286. Obesity: too lazy to go on a diet..
287. Pre-marital sex: promote it all the way
288. Terrorism: i hope they die..
289. Pornography: boring..
290. Fortune tellers: i love the ones on the shore
291. Threesomes: whatever floats ur boat
292. Prostitution: its money $ lol j/k
293. Politics: fuck republicans
294. Country music: okay
295. George W. Bush: i hate him
296. Cloning: crazy..
297. Britney's boobs: shes not pretty.. and her boobs dont make her pretty either..
298. Gas prices in America: too high
~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
299. Jack: nightmare before chrismtas
300. Tiffany: jewlery
301. Ben: and Jerrys
302. Maria: rosetti
303. Jennifer: lopez
304. Nicole: Richie
305. Amy: ??
306. Adam: cousin chris's friend
307. Richard: nixon and rich from down the shore lol
308. Justin: timberlake
309. Arnold: move it football head
310. Tom: Robinson
311. Melissa: Ethridge
312. Charlotte: russe (the clothing store)
313. Harold: ??
314. John: my boyfriend but he doesnt have an h in his name..lol
315. Brandon: my lil cousin
316. Vanessa: Carlton
317. Michelle: Branch
318. Kevin: corazo
319. Brent: haha denises ex b/f when we were younger..
320. James: my uncle
321. Billy: my uncle
322. Mikey: michael arrison lol
323. Natalie: portman
324. Christina: aguliera
325. Nick: Lachey
326. Linda: crackhead that boogs goes out with
327. Taylor: aunts neighbor..
328. Jordan: michael jordan
329. Jaime: red head that used to work at mcdonalds
330. Adrian: drummer from no doubt
~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? yup
332. Been on a diet? yes
333. Been to a foreign country? no
334. Broken a bone? my toe! ahhh
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? not at all
336. Swear at a teacher? yup
337. Talked to a xanga member via e-mails or instant messages? no
338. Got in a fight? yeah
339. Dated a teacher? nah i wish i dated mr. arrison..
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? lol no..
341. Thought about killing your enemy? yeh
342. Gone skinny dipping? yup ..
343. Met another xanga member in the flesh? ah no
344. Told a little white lie? sure
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? yeh
346. Stolen anything? yeah
347. Miss used a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? probably..
348. Been on tv? no
349. Been on the radio? yes
350. Been in a mosh pit? nah
351. Been to a concert? yea
352. Dated one of your best friends? yes
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yes
354. Decieved somebody close to you? never
355. Broken the law? yuppers ... underage drinking all the time..
356. Been to a rodeo? no
357. Been on a talk show? nope
358. Been on a game show? no
359. Been on an airplane? yes
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? yes
361. Came close to dying? yea
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? nah
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yeh
364. Terrorized a babysitter? haha no terrorized but i was bad
365. Made a mud pie? nopers
366. Had a dream that your falling off a cliff? almost
367. Snuck out of the house at night? yea
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? yeh
369. Had an eating disorder? no
370. Felt like you didn't belong? yes most of the time..
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yea
372. Smoked? yea
373. Done drugs? nah
374. Been arrested? yes
375. Had your tonsils removed? yes
376. Gone to camp? yes
377. Won a bet? yeh
378. Lost over 100$ gambling? nope
379. Written a love letter? yeah
380. Written a love poem? yeah
381. Kissed in the rain? yup...
382. Slow danced with someone you love? yes in jons room on valentines day haha
383. Participated in cyber sex? nope
384. Faked an orgasm? yea ..lol
385. Stolen a kiss? nah
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? yea
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? yes..
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? nah..
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? no
390. Done jail time? no
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? yep, mcdonalds
392. Won a trophy? yea
393. Thrown up in public? yes probably
394. Bowled a perfect game? close to it
395. Failed/got held back? failed ms. jervis.. fucking bitch
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? probably not.. i was sick alot when i was younger
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? yea
398. Taken ballet lessons? yea
399. Attempted suicide? nah..
400. Cut yourself? nah
~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies? yes
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? yes haha
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? yes favorite show
404. Did you play Simon? yes
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? no
406. Did you wet the bed? i dont think i did.. i was very well trained lol
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? no
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? hahha i defenitely did
409. Where you shy? nah louder than i was now
410. Were you spoiled? no
411. Were you abused? yes
412. Did you go to the circus? yeh
413. Did you go to the zoo? yea
414. Were you in a car accident? lol not a car accident but my sister fell out of the car when i was there ;p;
415. Did you build snowmen? yeh
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? probably
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? not really my sister just always left me out..
418. Did you think Slinkies were cool? yes haha
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? no
420. Were you afraid of the dark? no
421. Did you have slumber parties? yep
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? haha yes! i was a nerd.. i had the barbies, the pins, the jean jacket haah
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? nope
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? yea
~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens? nah..
426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: well my computer doesnt work but next to it are picture frames, candels, and the card that jon gave me for valentines day..
427. Do you have any hidden talents? yeh i can pop out my hip bone.. ahh..lol
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? i wish they would play more white people music (haha sam)
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? drama
430. What would your movie star name be? dunno?
431. Do you play any sports? i used to.. is dancing school a sport? lol
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? i dunno i like scary movies i really dont get that scared anymore
433. What's the best movie you've seen in theaters recently? uhh i cant pick the best one.. they havent been that great
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? dunno?
435. Do you drive? i know how to drive but i dont
436. What is your dream car? lamborghini
437. Do you think your good looking? sometimes
438. Do others think you are good looking? i guess
439. Would you ever sky dive? defenitely
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? no
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 3
242. Are you afraid of roller coasters? nah..
443. Do you believe in God? yes
444. Do you believe in Satan? nah
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yes
446. Do you believe there is a hell? yes..
447. Do you own a pooltable? nope
448. Do you have a pool? no
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? no
550. Do you like chocolate? yes but to a certain extent.. i cant eat alot..or it makes me sick
451. Who/what is on your 2005 calendar? um i have one behind my door but i dunno what it is.. and it doesnt really have anything on it besides me n jons 1 month.. and valetnines day.. thats it..
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? fl. pa. nj. ny. va. dc. md. ri.
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? sure
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? dunno?
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no..
456. What is your weakness? dunno..?
457. Name something you can't get enough of: Jon <3
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: crazy, funny, loud
459. How many kids do you want to have? 5
460. Future daughters names: giavona, natalie, rylee
461. Future sons names: jonathan lol i have no boy names
462. What is your ideal way to die? in my sleep
463. How do you release stress? i act positive.. i try to hide it what im feeling so it doesnt upset me.. then when i go home i cry and punch a pillow..
464. Are you a trendy person? sometimes i am
465. Are you an artisitic person? no
466. Are you a realistic person? yes
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? yea, sometimes b/c im lazy
468. Are you a strong person? yes
469. Are you a strong willed person? yea
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? dunno? i havent checked it in years
471. Who is the last person to IM you? probably mr. arrison..lol
472. Do you hate chain ims? yea
473. Are you a deep sleeper? yea
474. Are you a good story teller? i like to read in class but i never read any other time..
475. What do you believe is your best quality? trying to get to know other people
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? realzing that without my father i learn more in his absence than he could ever teach me in his presence.. and it taught me that i'm strong..
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? candles
478. Do you do yoga? sometimes
479. Do you have your own credit card? no
480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? buy me a car, a house, clothes, shoes, make-up and give some money to my friends..then u guys would love me j/k lol
481. Do you have a check book? no
482. Do you like your driver's license picture? i dont have one
483. Do you tan easily? after i burn..lol
484. What color is your hair naturally? brown
485. How many fillings do you have? um 1 or 2 i think?
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? none
487. Worst feeling in the world? broken heart :-(
488. Best feeling in the world? cuddling with jon <3 and when i dont see jon for like a day and it feels like forever and when we see eachother its just so cute ahh im sad now i miss jon.. i want to go home :'(
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? half empty
490. Last thing you downloaded? nothing
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? no
492. What do you think people think of you? i dont really know..
493. Are you a likeable person? yes
494. Do you need therapy? my mom thinks i do
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? no
496. What the best way to be proposed to? when u least expect it.. doesnt have to be anywhere perfect, just to be the with one who is perfect for u..
497. What kind of movie would you star in? drama
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? up ex
499. When are you moving? hopefully this summer
500. What's your favorite phrase? im bored
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today is valentine's day and it has been the 1st and best valentines day that i've spent with someone.. well all day i was completely bored because i didnt go to school.. instead i picked up my birth control from rite aid and then went to the hair cuttery to get a hair cut.. it looks okay, only got like an inch off.. i love my hair, i didnt want it to go.. lol.. but anyways it doesnt look any different...after all that i got into the shower, and straighten my hair.. after that i got all ready to go to jons and i was on the bus at like broad st. and forgot his fucking present.. im such a dumbass... well anyways jons mom drove me home to get his present and then jons mom drove us to starbucks.. ahh i love starbucks!! anyways afterwards we went back to jon and we exchanges gifts.. he wrote me a poem, which was so sweet i cried, and also wrote a lil note in my card which made my day.. then he got me a frame that says like love on it and stuff with our picture in it.. and then he got me this thing that hangs on ur door, and it smells really pretty and it has our picture on it too.. he got me coconut lime verbena thingy.. ahh i love that stuff!! its so cute and then he got me this heart candel and like body gel.. its so cute..! i didnt expect all this stuff.. and plus i have another gift but im not getting that till dinner at 9:30.. so i cant wait, im excited... and well i got jon the gift set of aqua di gio.. a monkey that says be mine on his belly, a heart full of chocolates, a black and white camera so he can take pictures of the rat pack.. and i got him two cards.. where i wrote my lil letter, which was so sweet..lol anyways now we are watching analyze this.. before we leave for dinner.. i cant wait till we get ready! ahhh im so happy, i never felt so happy in my life.. jon completes me.. <3 im in love
happy valentines day to everyone, even if u dont have a valentine..<3 mi amor
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jon bought me flowers! omg what a surprise, he sent them to work for me.. aww they are beautiful.. i love him! ahh <33 lol thankz babi!
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well i guess im going to update before i get in trouble..lol anyway, friday.. school was going by somewhat fast and afterwards i went home to re-arrange my room, get into the shower, and be ready by like 6 because jon was coming over because we were going to the movies.. jon was mad because his dad was picking up his mom from work and his dad was taking 4ever so jon was walking to my house.. i felt bad.. but then i guess his parents called him and his mom came n picked him up from where ever he was to drive him to my house n us to the movies.. well boogeyman was okay.. it wasnt the best movie i have seen.. but oh well i had fun without watching the movie.. lol jon.. after the movie me n jon went to wawa to go get something to eat n we couldnt decide what we wanted so we just went there.. then after that we walked to sats to see if they were open n to meet up with the rest of the crew.. but sats wasnt open so we just went to o jungs.. the hot girl bartender was working.. shes so cool..lol well the bar was fun.. but i was extremely tired.. and after that sex on the beach drink, it was all over from there.. but i took a shot with jennie after that for us rat pack girls..we also need to feel like we're important.. lol.. anyways after the bar dan drove us all home.. hes so sweet, what would we do w/o dan.. well i went to jon and slept over.. it was fun, we stayed up for awhile.. and i kinda was forgetting how i had to wake up the next morning n go to school.. well i had to go to sat prep class and it sucked.. i felt like shyt and i hardly had no voice.. and i also slept in school, which sucks because i just never pay attention when i know i should cause the sats are important and these classes will probably help but i dont seem to care.. anyways.. after school brittanys dad drove me n britt to the chinese store to go get some food.. after that we went to brittanys and ate it.. after that i went home to get into the shower b4 work.. then i went to work at like 2 and my day was okay since i didnt have to go in cash until later which wasnt bad.. after work, since me n jon got off at the same time.. he walked me home so i could get a shower, and then we went to his house to hang out.. in the morning i got up early.. didnt really want to but i had to because i thought i was taking the bus to work but jons dad offered to drive me home.. so i went home to get my tie n visor, and then after i just hung out for a little b4 i went to work.. well i had work from 1-7 and i didnt go on break the whole time i was just stuck in cash so my ass was leaving at 6:30.. lol i went home at that time to get into the shower, and get ready to go to jons to watch the game with him.. after the game i went home.. i was tired and i didnt feel like going to school monday.. then i woke up sick anyway.. so it sucked.. i was bored n i missed jon and he is sick too so both us couldn't go see eachother.. i was sad and lonely.. i never spent a whole day in my house in so long.. god, i dont even remember what i used to do when i didnt have jon.. i feel like i've been with jon forever.. its a good thing though.. lol i dunno well today after school i am going to jons to see how everything went at the doctors and see if hes feeling better.. if not i'll take care of him.. :) but anyways i have dancing school tonight and i dont feel like going but i'll go anyway.. i really want to quit, there is no point anymore.. its like sam and i never speak anymore and i wouldn't consider it, either of our faults.. but i dunno things arent the same anymore..i guess its true - friends come n go.. but i guess i wont dwell over it.. anyways on weds. i'm going to the mall on weds. to buy an outfit for valentines day.. i dunno what to wear.. i cant compare to the boys.. ahh.. dunno what to do.. well i gotta go, i wrote enough as it is.. <33
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back from lunch and now we have a free period.. ms. smith said this is probably the only one we are going to have so that sucks.. umm.. yesturday was a good day at w0rk.. i was in cash for most of the day.. yest. i got paid, it was a shitty check... i was kinda upset.. but oh well wat can u do?.. i have to pay off dancing school and the money just keeps increasing because i havent paid in so long.. it really sucks.. well school is going by some-what fast.. i waiting for the day to get over.. i wondering if jose is going to pick up brittany because i want a ride home..lol i want to clean my room today because it is so messy and maybe i will aggrange it.. hopefully me n jon are going to the movies still.. and we will go early so he can go to sats if he wants to.. i dunno im bored.. i keep taking these stupid quizes..lol well g2g bye<33
You are a lover lover you like to date and you like
to partay!!! You are outgoing and very cool to
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bored in school.. not doing anything.. ahh..
Vodka
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aww i know im perfect! lol j/k..
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1. Your real name: caitlin
2. friends call you: cate, cupcake, chicken
3 What your boyfriend calls you: squirtle, seriously , babe, hunny
4 What's a name you once wished you'd rather have?: giavona, natalie
5. What is/are the ugliest name(s) you can think of?:
6. What would you name these if you had them as pets?
a. turtle: fred.. haha its jons turtles name
b. goose: mary..
c. pirate: rufi0..lol
d. a hot boy: jonathan .. lol
7. If there was a song about you, what would it be called?: squirtle.. haha j/k.. i dunno
8. What would you name your kids?: giavona, natalie, jonathan, anthony
9. What would you name a ship you built?: k-19 haha j0n imma dumbass
10. If you wrote a book, what would it be called?: "my s0ng"
Have you ever...
11. Thrown up in public?: yea lots of times..lol
12. Eaten or drank anything spoiled?: ewW i never did that...
13. Kissed someone in the rain?: rain, snow, everything
14. Tripped while checking someone out?: lol i cant count how many times i did that
15. Had to pay for something you broke?: nahh not yet lol
16. Nearly drowned?: yes
17. Passed out?: yes
18. Done anything you shouldn't have on your parents bed?: haha yes.. i dont care.. lol
19. Been stuck in the rain?: yes.. i hate it.. i need to invest in umbrellas lol.. i still have brittany's.. sorry...
20. Been attacked by an animal?: nah..
21. Caught people having sex?: yea unfortunatly
22. Fallen asleep while driving?: no
23. Felt attracted to someone of the same sex?: no
24. Actually slipped on a banana peel?: lol no
25. Made a wish that came true?: yes... <33
Complete The Sentence
26. I once had a dream... that i was pretty.. lol j/k..
27. I'm only racist towards... black people..j/k they think im racist, but im really not lol
28. I don't even know why I'm... doin this survey..lol
29. I'd give anything to have sex with... brad pitt when they were filming fight club.. ahhh and definitly angelina jolie
30. Nothing sucks more than having to... not be with j0n.. <3
31. If I had six bucks i'd buy... cover up for my rosie cheeks..
32. It's hot. I should take off my... pants..lol
33. It's always more fun if you... have some alcohol in ya :-D (i agree with jennie)
34. You can't eat steak without... fried onions.. ahh love em..
35. You better shut up before I... punch u in ur eye..lol
36. I really like you and everything but... i like ur dad better..lol
What would you do if...
40. A dirty old guy at the airport slaps your ass?: i'd fucking mase him in the face.. pull his penis out of his pants.. and cut it off with a knife.. lol
41. Somebody was about to steal your car?: probably the same as above lol
42. You wake up with a billion spiders crawling all over you and your bed?: i dont even think i would wanna wake up lol..
43 You farted while giving a persuasive speech in class?: lol i'd just admit it n say excuse me i farted..lol
44. The person you just kissed tells you they have oral herpes?: i'd punch them with a baseball bat and hope he blacks out.. and then i would tell every girl that he has the hiv, warts on his penis and that it is small.. then i would take his mouth and sew it together.. so he couldn't kiss any other girls..lol
45. You have three wishes?: to change my childhood.. to be bill gates wife-divorce him and take half of everything.. and to live at the age of 24 for eternity..
46. The government allowed you to choose one thing to be made illegal and one thing to be legalized?: illegal: ??? i dunno.. and legal: alcohol wen ur 17 so i can drink..lol, and make the legal age to date someone 17 so i can date mr. arrison..lol
47. Britney Spears was at your front door asking for jumper cables?: give her whatever she wanted..lol
48. You had a time machine?: go to the 60s.. isnt that with the poodle skirts and stuff..lol i dunno?
49. FOX gave you a half hour show to do whatever you wanted?: umm hard ?...
Would you rather....
50. Would you rather find the cure for cancer or the cure for aids?: cancer..
51. Would you rather have the power to fly, or the power to teleport?: fly
52. Would you rather have the power to see the future, or the power to record your dreams?: see the future
53. Would you rather be really skinny, or really fat?: skinny
54. Would you rather be lost in a forest, or stuck in a box?: lost in a forest because u mite have the chance to get out.. what if ur stuck in a box 4ever..
55. Would you rather be in a drama movie, or a comedy?: comedy.. i rather have a good laugh...
56. Would you rather be in a hip hop video or a rock video?: rock.
57. Would you rather have your birthday on Christmas Day, or on February 29th?: Febuary 29.
58. Would you rather live in the sewer, or in Afghanistan?: afghanistan.. i would wear a bunch of cloth to fit in with those people and start retaliating against the afgan people and start killing all of them for the US.. lol
59. Would you rather be in a mental institution or in a penitentiary?: mental institution.
60. Would you rather snow board or hang glide: snow board
61. Would you rather be a ninja or a pirate?: ninja! lol..
2.
What's the first thing that comes to your mind when you read the following words?
62. Courage: me
63. Driver: dont be drunk
64. Yoga: spiritual
65. Bakery: cupcakes
66. Roach: jon lol.. how funny is that baby..
67. Mushroom: ewW..
68. Sprung: spring
69. Exotic: hawaii
70. Pythagorean: mrs. woods..lol
Miscellaneous
71. Construct an acronym for these words. (example: G M S = Give Me Steak)...
a. S O L R A K S:
b. E B A F S:
c. C H I N A:
3. d. R G P:
(im not good at these things lol im stupid..lol)
4.
72. What is your definition of love?: you cant definie love you feel it.. it is an emotion that everyone intakes differently..
73. List 3 words that are clues to identifying a person you are currently interested in: ok heres my 3-word clue: "its". "my". "boyfriend". lol i dunno if that's too hard, can u get it?? think hard (haha jennie im stealing urs..lol)
74. Reveal a secret about you that nobody knows of, but type it in acronym form:
76. Were you too scared to do it?: do what?
77. Who or what is your worst enemy?: mcdonalds is my worst enemy (haha jennie)
78. Who is the last person you kicked?: bill in school lol.. i tried to trip him b ut kicked him..
79. If you had to be a chess piece, which piece would you be?:the queen of course
80. Name three people you know whose names begin with the first letter of your last name: petra, pina, phillip
81. What's one romantic thing somebody's done for you?: jon is the only person that did anything romantic for me.. so everything that hes done for me has been romantic and wonderful..
What Is Your opinion?
83. "Girls are nothing but drama.": yes thats why i hate girls..lol
84. "Only idiots watch The Simpsons.": i watch it and im not an idiot..lol
85. "Kentucky is way better than Cali": nah not at all..
86. "There's nothing wrong with stealing.": sometimes.. lol
87. "Alcohol is the answer to ALL your problems.": not the answer to every problem but its does help lol
88. "You don't need to go to college to be a brain surgeon.": yes ya do..lol
89. "Music is stupid.": nah i love music..lol
90. "Your car sucks.": yea i wish i had one..lol
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how come when ur sick and u go to sleep, when u wake up u feel worse? i dunno but i feel like shyt.. i dont feel good and i have a headache.. maybe it would be better if i took medicine.. well anyways on monday in school didnt go as quick as i thought it would.. it just dragged on.. after school i had work and yea i was late like always.. putnick always calls me latelin... lol oh wells.. monday nite was okay at work.. i was stuck in cash and im sick and i dont like being back there..its fucking cold!.. i wish stephanie was there so she would've went back there cause all the same fucking people go back there all the time.. right jennie? well after that me n jon went on break together.. well i took a 46 min. break and jon took a 43 min. break because i was helping him do his homework because he didnt feel like doing it.. and i thought mine sounded a lot better than jons because i had supporting deatil.. lol.. but oh wells.. hopfully he just leaves everything the way i wrote it because i think that he'll get an A.. i used big words..lol im such a nerd but oh wells.. anyways after that we went back from break and it was slow.. nothing was cleaned and i didnt feel like cleaning either.. so i didnt.. when we were in work jon asked me if i wanted to go to the diner.. i said yea.. so we were both done at 10 and then we went to the diner.. it was so nice.. even though i laughed.. im so sorry jon :'( ... i feel horrible about that.. anyways after the diner jon walked me home even though i didnt want him too because i knew he had to walk home.. well he walked me home and for some reason i just didnt want him to go.. i was upset and i didnt know why.. i just wanted him to be there with me.. anyways.. after that jon went to alberts and i called brittany and talked to her for awhile.. then i got into the shower.. and afterwards i called jon.. and talked to him to say goodnight.. then i was talking to my brother for a lil b4 i went to bed.. and then that was it.. on tues. i went to school, and i was tired.. still am now.. ahh.. well during school i found out i passed mr. sacs midterm i was so surprised and happy.. anyways after school i went home did my homework, got into the shower, folded my clothes and talked on the phone to megan and jon.. afterwards i had dancing school i called sam to go but no answer she was probably with mark.. jon picked me up from dancing school and then we hung out.. it was okay.. i have a boring life.. lol and i hate ms. smith.. i dont even have her for class today and she is already yelling at me.. wtf! bad day already!
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okay today i woke up.. didnt feel good because im fucking sick! ah! i fucking hate being sick, it is definitly the worst feeling ever.. i don't have a voice, it just sounds horrible.. brittany said i looked like shyt.. and i actually feel that way.. this morning my mom told my to go downstairs and get tommys bag to take some medicine.. well he took his fucking bag to dominique's house last nite so now im stuck in school.. feeling like shyt and i just want to go home.. well i havent updated in awhile because everytime i decide to use the internet ms. smith always makes me get off of it.. and i dont have a computer at home so this pretty much sucks! i ahve like 20 mins left of class so i'll try to fill yas in on my crazy weekend. okay friday i called out of work because i was sick.. i didnt feel good at all and so i still insisted that i would go see jon because i wanted to be with him <3 so i went to jons after i went home, ate, took a shower, and then i got dressed and took a bus there.. we watched slience of the lambs.. and well i like fell asleep for like 2 hrs. b/c i didnt feel good.. and then jon wanted to go to blockbuster to get red dragon and hannibal, but they didnt have red dragon so we got the forgotten and colleratal.. we didnt watch either.. so i felt bad!.. well after we went to blockbuster, we went to checkers and then went back to his house.. after we ate we went upstairs and i fell asleep again.. saturday morning i had school.. i didnt feel like going at all but ur only allowed to miss 2 days and i already missed 2.. so that sucks.. after school i went home.. i got into the shower, ate some food, and then i got dressed to go to work.. i worked from 2-9 and it was okay.. jon came over after work too and we both got ready to go out to the bar.. dan drove us all in his little ass dodge...lol well we went to o jungs and me n jennie always feel stupid ordering drinks so jon did it for us.. well we started drinking and we only had 4 bay breezes each and then we starting feeling sick.. since we were sick already.. so that fucking sucked.. but even though i wanted to leave early.. i was staying to take a shot at 12.. because that is our new thing now..lol well after that all happened a fight br0ke out and it was fucking crazy i seen someone get hit with a beer bottle and then that was crazy.. i seen people throwing punches.. the bartender bobby werner was getting all nuts (haha jennie).. and then the fight was leading toward us.. i was like fuck that, get our shyt and go.. i was not trying to get punched in the face.. lol.. well we were all outside and realized that danny was still the fuck in the bar..so we had to wait for danny as jon is holding the bar door for all these people trying to get the fuck out..lol well danny finally came out and we were like okay lets go.. josh and jim were lets go to shamrocks.. me n jennie werent trying to have that shit.. well after that we went to the dinner.. cohen met up with us.. we were all trying to get cohen to just admit he was gay.. it was so funny.. after that me n jon went back to his house.. and i slept there agin.. i woke up so early around like 9.. well i had work at 2 so jons dad drove me home at like 12 and then i just got into the shower and got dressed.. work sucked.. sigel came in and told me that when i left the bar my cousin kevin carroll threw one punch and the guy and made the guy black out for 15-20 mins and then the ambulence and police came.. after that i left work and then jon came over and i fell asleep on him.. thats it.. bye <3..
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2 comments| ♥kisses♥
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[25 Jan 2005|09:23am] |
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i was bored in school, cant wait till after school already because im going to hang out with jon.. don't excatly know what were doing yet.. doesnt matter.. just as long as im with him <33 i love him
haha i love britney spears.. aww.. i definitly would have intercourse with her..lol
hahaha how funny.. lol im so bored.. free period in school with nothing to do..
omg how funny is it that i get me n jons date..lol december 25..? lol i didnt even change the html..lol.. so cute.. we're meant 4 eachother..lol
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[25 Jan 2005|09:03am] |
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one month |
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yellowcard-ocean avenue |
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today is me n jons 1 month! omg im so happy, it feels like yesturday.. but then again i feel like i've been with jon forever.. im just happy that im with jon.. he completes me.. i havent felt this way toward anyone and im glad i get to share it with jon.. i like being with jon and hopfully this will last for a really long time.. i love jon <3 12 . 25 . 04
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1 comment| ♥kisses♥
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